PCA Pastor.
Slightly sarcastic.
Apt to laughter.

Anti-Psalm 119 (Heth)

Anxiety is my portion;
     I resolve to keep control of my life.
I desire a sure and fast outcome;
     but this world is harsh and uncertain.
When I think about my strategies,
     I realize I must try harder;
I apply myself diligently—
     "Work more. Be better."
Every frustration and setback teaches me
     not to forget my inadequacy.
At midnight I toss, sleepless,
     because I have never earned rest.
I am not alone in my self-improvement project,
     joined by all who seek happiness through force of will.
But this earth is full of constant reminders
     that I can never be enough.

Anti-Psalm 119 (Teth)

Anti-Psalm 119 (Zayin)